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| 8-28-05 Sweet 16
Hey everybody! Sorry I havn't updated in a long time, shit's beeen hecktic! Football has just started up again, and thank GOD two-a-days are finaly over. Also friday was officialy Lo's and my 1 year, 6 month annaversary. So YAY for that! I cant belive we made it this far! I would had never guess when we started dateing, that she would become the love of my life. But here we are, 1 year 6 months later, and we're still going strong.
On top of that two VERY exciting things happened today. First, it was Lauren's B-day today; her sweet 16 if you will. haha. A bunch of us surpirsed her this morning by waking her up at 8, and taking her out to breakfast to start her day. (side note: Nate Katkov eats more than anybody i've ever seen) Then I came back home, and chilled until it was just alone time for us. Then i gave her her presents (newlyweds: season 3&4, and some pink/white roses) and i took her out to dinner at macaroni grill...SOOOO GOOD. It was at this location that the second exciting thing happened; I asked Lo to homecoming and thankfuly she excepted, so now i got my date...which makes me happy. But then night ended up with us comming back here and just watching the VMA's. But through all of this i forgot to give her a card  so here's how I'm going to make it up babe, a letter; straight from my heart:
Baby,
From the first time I saw you, i knew that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. The way you smiled, the way you moved, it all just drove me crazy. But never in a million years would i think that i would be in the situation I'm in right now. Baby, I'm deeply in love with you. I want to spend every minute, every second, every breath with you! When your not around in like an empty sadness that cant be filled. But then i see you and it's like beauty has been restored.
We've been through so much, good and bad. But even if i had the chance to go back and redo the wrongs, i wouldnt. Because it is what helps us grow as a couple. When we fight, we dont just give up and let the stir of the moment get to us, no. Instead we push our love, test it's might. And because of the baby, because we're so open with each other. Our love is untouchable. I love you so Much baby, happy sweet 16!
One Love,
~Curtie~
Now, for the rest of you who dont really care about all that here's some other news:
-I finally got my 'myspace' up and runnin, check THAT shit out: www.myspace.com/curtie_got_game
- I currently do NOT have starting spot on varsity... i know. I lost it because i was sick at the scrimmage we held last saturday and fucking couldnt move for shit. But all that means is that i'll have to hall SERIOUS ass to try to get that fucking spot back!
-Last but not least my schedual, it goes as followed>
World History- Nasset
Adv. Algebra- Boone
English: Crossroads- Dueck
Chemistry- Nyberg
Advanced Team Sports- BOLT DOGG
German- Martin
If you have any classes with me FUCKING TELL ME. I havnt found ANYBODY yet with a SINGLE class with me, besides german. So ya, hit me up! Other than that, I'm out for the night. So until the next time we meet...
~Peace~ | | |
| URGANT NEWS BREAK:
Curtis "Curtie" James is selling gold cards to help suport edina football!!! He needs to sell 60 by next tuesday. They're $15 each, and they're good att all diffrent types of places. Some inculde:
-Buy one get one free pizzas at both Papa Johns and Dimino's
-Buy one get one free for single burgers at McDonalds
-Free Value menu upgrade at Burger King
-Buy one get one free Orange Julius
AND MANY MORE!!!!
Please, i need your help. If ur interested in buying a gold card, and helping suport Edina Hornet Football, then IM me or call my cell @ 952 261 4400 and i'll mark you down for one (or two ....or three?)
Please Help Suport Edina Football
~Curtie~ | | |
| WOOOOO! new update from curtie!! I know your excited...dont lie. ok, but where to begin? Well So i guess for the first time i actually see where lauren and I relationship is heading. Like all up until now I've been wrapped up in "wut's out future" and "where are we going with this". But lately I've been living in the moment with her, and everything is SOOOO much better. It's like i dont care wut's going to be happening 10, 20, even 30 years from now. As long as she's with me, i dont care.  so yes, that's my break through with that whole situation.
In other news, I get to see someone very special to me thursday for the first time this summer!! Tori Theile!!!! She seriously has become one of my best friends within the past year, and i havnt seen her ALL summer! But that all changes because i get to see her thursday.  So I'm excited for that...
But to be serious here for a moment, there's something i wanna get off my chest and kinda just...let people truly know whats going on in my life. Alot of people think that I live the perfect life. Between being on varsity for football, and speech, and getting straight A's, everybody think my life is perfect. Well something has been happening in my life, that's strating to get worse and worse. My step-dad, in better terms, is verbaly abusive to me...he has a short temper that sometimes can be pushed and taken out onto my other siblings and myself. But now that Drew (my brother) is off to college and lauren (my sister) is all moved out, things have just gotten worse. For instanse, the other day he comes storming down stairs after I refused to do something for him...and alow me to pause for a second, by "do somethign for him" i dont mean help him. No, i mean do something that he's perfectly capiable of doing, just to fucking lazy to do himself. back to the story though. So he came storming down stairs and started yelling, not talking loudly, YELLING about how I'm "fucking selfish, and I'm fucking usless" and then after he rant was over from what i thought, he told you to go "fuck myself".
now i know alot of people reading this may have problems worse than this going on in their lives right now...but this shit is deep for me. Cause like, i wake up at 8 everymorning to go work out and condition for football. Then i bust my ass durring football to make sure my family's proud of what i've acomplished. And with that come good grades, so i bust my ass to get good grades. And on top of all that, I bust my ass in speech just to add another brick to my list of things that my family can be proud of. My entire life is based around two things: Family, and lauren. And when something i care soo deep about, and push my self so much to make proud, tell me I'm "selfish, usless, and that i should go fuck my self" That hits me deep...and god bless my soul...i'm thinking of just giving up right now. taking the easy road out and just saying "fuck it" to everything. Cuz, i really dont know what else to do right now....So think of this as my cry for help, my plee. I love you all so much, and I hope I've touched your hearts in some way...I've tried to be a role modle and someone to talk to if you'd ever need it. But now....now things are fucked up....
I'm done for the night though...please please please comment. I need all the input and advice that i can get. And if you dont ever comment again, please comment on this update.....
One Love,
~Curtie~ | | |
| Hey everybody, I wanted to just comment and adress on yesterday's update. I didnt mean to make it out to sound like Lauren is a bitch and things arn't working between us. Because Lo isnt a bitch, she's the greatest person i know. She's so beautiful, inside and out. And things between us couldnt be better. I dont think I've ever felt more in love with her than I feel now. I love her so much. Yesterday I just wanted to update and talk about how much i missed her, but i got carried away and took it a lil too far.... and i'm sorry.
But thank you everybody for your conserns Thank you | | |
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